Got into a fight with #3 through the phone cuz' she said that it might be healthy to get into a fight.
Women're so weird.
They are just so weird...

The truth is no where...

Yee came yesterday during my lunch session at the IT Expo 2000. She brought me lunch. Sweet of her! She got new boyfriend. She's being very nice to me. I don't know why. She might think that I might be a good friend to be with.

In fact, I'm not.

;p

I bought a Casio watch. I haven't been wearing a watch for a lot time. It's a Casio A200 watch. It's $HK250.

An ICQ friend of mine just commented after seeing ericarol.com that my love life is very "complicated".

:p

This is me!

Little Mic drop by my office. He showed me his new film.

Missing #3. I really love her.

Bought a watch. Casio A200.

I need to work a lot harder. Many things to do.

Working on my 2nd round funding now. I need a good story to tell investor about my future plan. I really need it. I really need it.
Come on. Give me some great idea.

I NEED INSPIRATION!!!

back to HK now...
Was seriously sick before coming back to HK.
Getting back to work now... Talk later...

hihi.

#3�

Can we be together forever?
Was invited to #6 male guest�s birthday dinner gathering. Met #1 female guest there. Wasn�t expecting her to be there. She liked me.

Damn�

I proposed to #3 for �I don�t remember how many times?!� I�m basically forcing her to marry me. ;p

Going back to HK on 19th September, 2000. Eric: remember to reserve your tix�

Spend my last 2 evenings with #3. We are both very happy spending time with each other. I cannot imagine I can be so happy every minute by spending time with #3. I thought the happiness couldn't have been lasted for so many days but it did!

Carol did warned me during the period of our breaking up. She said that most girls liked soft men. She said that I was not soft enough. Well, I guessed JC must be a much softer man than me.

But now, #3 said that I was the softest man she had ever met. I have really mixed feeling about this. Why I just couldn't be soft to carol while I can be soft to #3? I felt quite ironic every time #3 commented my being soft.

"Really?!" is the response every time after hearing #3's comment.

I didn't want to ruin my "soft" image by telling her how carol viewed me. Anyway, I do feel I'm offering more of my love to #3 than I offered to carol. Is it the right word to use? I'm not really sure. Although I'm really involved with #3, I'm not afraid of losing #3 while on the other hand, I had always afraid of losing carol.

Carol was like my limb. #3 is like my Sunday's best...

Is it because I'm so experienced in dumping by girls so that I don't afraid of it anymore?

Right. It might very well be the reason.

Ha.

Lunched with #3. She told me that #5 called her updating what had happened to each girls. #5 seems to be the social animal among the six female guests.

Basically, none of the male guest except me had contacted any of those female guests. #5 told #3 that #2 male guest (me) had been asking #4 out for number of times.

Wah!!! I did not bor. HA!
Well, never mind what they say. I'm always glad to be the center of spot light! Ha.

I bought a ring. I gave it to #3. The second ring in my life I bought for a girl. (Note: the first one I bought gave to carol.) She returned the ring back to me after wearing it for 23 minutes. #3 said that she need to think more. ;p

What the heck? Big deal.

#3 is starting to act like what Yee acted like just before Yee broke up with me. The way they act is like asking quite a lot of questions about the future.

"Do you have any plan for our future?",
"Do you really love me?",
"Can you really forget Carol?",
"Will you get back with Carol again?",
"Why are you giving me this ring now?",
"Do you love me and why?",
"What are we going to do next week?",
"You like your first child be boy or girl?",
"Do you love me... I know I know... can you tell me why again?"
.......

Damn...

#4 tried to reach me for quite a number of times. I dodged.
For the past couple of days, I was busy dating #3. I had slept with her for 3 times. I went boating with #3 today. I thought we both fell in love. We had unsuccessful sex though. My fault. I'm really in bad shape recently. Don't know why. Not enough exercise? Not enough nutrition?
Ohm...
I am feeling really empty this moment. Made #3 cried. She cried because what I said. Gosh... I regretted what I said. Did I want to drive her away from me?
Why cried? Maybe she really loves me. I escorted her back home. I left. She said she preferred to be alone tomorrow although we had made plan for tomorrow.
I really wondered if I really loved her.
The real question is:"What is love?" Carol left me. Yee left me. #3 is about to leave me. Did I drive them away.
Come on. Look at the bright side, ERic. You're going to be single again la!!! You are going to meet another fantastic girl. Maybe this is what you really want ERic. Get their love and then drive them away. Enjoyed the chasing process and then skillfully drove them away from you...
ERic, you are scum. You are fucking SCUM.
Ha. Whenever I'm in bad mood. I turned to Ericarol.com.
Ha.
I'd really like to treat Ericarol.com better. Like writing something happy but not always sad stuffs.

Ops...

I forgot to continue to describe what happened at the TV filming session. Forgive me. I would like to describe the TV filming session some other time. Anyway, it was fun. I've never experienced such popularity. I just couldn't believe it.

Ha.

#3 was with me for the last couple of days. She's becoming my gf. It's as simple as that. At this very moment, I thought I've been dreaming since the TV filming. Everything seems so unreal. I really hope this is real. I do not want my relationship with #3 is a story retold of Yee.

(Months ago, Yee was with me for only 3 weeks. Yee rescued me from the lost of Carol. Yee helped me picked up myself again. After using her, we separated.)

#3 is different. I really hope.

The TV filming on Friday night went well. I chose #4 as my dream girl at the time of the filming cuz' she gave me the "LOOK" throughout the filming session.

I'm going to continue the story later on cuz' #3 is at my home right now...

.......

Wonder Friday night. I was the hottest guy among six male guest. 3 out of the six girls choosed me as their dream boyfriends. Gosh... I was really overwhelmed at that very very moment.

Ha Ha.