This is the pic Michael took for me at the Shanghai's Intel event. I was presenting XML stuffs. #3 and Lunar was busy outside getting name cards and distributing flyers.
I called mother. I asked her to arrange some money for me to pay my staff this month. Cash flow problem... sign... :p
Gordon got into car accident a couple of weeks ago. Mother told me. I kinda ignored her. She was mad. I had no mood to dealt with her at that point. She was looking for my comfort. However, I was in no mood of comforting anyone. Maybe I was incapable of comforting weak person. I felt I'm becoming more like Carol. Although this is absolutely no fair by saying that I'm becoming like Carol while I have really no real understand of how Carol thinks. But anyway, Carol gave me a image of strong and focus. In doing so, even sometimes by ignoring the facts, or other people's feeling, we'd be able to achieve our goals.
I really felt that way. This is the rule of focusing and be successful. This is wrong if it means hurting someone during the process of focusing. But wrong in a way that can make me feel better about myself especially when I'm working on stuffs. Focusing with no interruption. The bigger the disaster, the more I concentrate on the work.
Many thoughts. Too many thoughts. I haven't been able to sort them out clearly lately.
Friday, October 27, 2000
Thursday, October 26, 2000
Back from Beijing and Shanghai la!!!
Was able to spend time with #3 for only an afternoon. Too busy doing all the things. Got messages from Elise, Monica, father, and Gordon. Called Elise back. She's quitting her current job. I asked her to help me out to hunt for a reseller. Gordon got into car accident. My car was totalled.
Tuesday, October 17, 2000
Sunday, October 15, 2000
Saturday, October 14, 2000
Friday, October 13, 2000
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