A year ago, carol still called me "honey" accidentally during the period of our break-up. Now, #3 kissed me accidentally when I was sweet-talking her not to leave me. She said "sorry" after doing that kissing...
Saturday, December 30, 2000
#3 separated with me. I've just been to Shanghai. She confirmed with me the request for the break-up was for real a week ago she had said to me on the phone. I'm single again. What a feeling... damn... I love her... but I love my life more so I cannot just stay in Shanghai and pursue her and make her to be with me.
Conclusive conclusion: girls need no bf, they need companionship.
Wednesday, December 20, 2000
Almost a year since carol and I got separated...
You've Lost That Lovin' Feelin
You've Lost That Lovin' Feelin'
You never close your eyes
Anymore
When I kiss your lips
And there's no tenderness
Anymore
In your fingertips
You're tryin' hard not to show it
(Baby)
But baby baby I know it.
You've lost that lovin' feelin'
Woa that lovin' feelin'
You've lost that lovin' feelin'
Now it's gone gone gone
Woa
Now there's no welcome look
In your eyes
When I reach for you.
And girl you're starting to
Criticize
little things I do.
It makes just feel like cryin' (baby)
But baby something
beautiful is dying.
You've lost that lovin feelin'
Woa that lovin feelin'
You've lost that lovin' feelin
Now it's gone gone gone
Woa
Baby baby I'd get down on my knees
For you.
(If you would only love me
like you used to do.)
We had a love a love a love
A love you don't find everyday.
And now it's gone it's gone
it's gone
You've gone and tossed it away.
I'm begging you please please
Please come back to me again.
If you would only love me love me
Love me like you used to do.
Bring back that lovin' feelin'
Woa
That lovin' feelin
Bring back that lovin' feelin
It's gone gone gone
And I can't go on
Woa
Bring back that lovin' feelin'
Woa
That lovin' feelin
Bring back that lovn' feelin
Now it's gone gone gone
Written by Mann and Weil