Thursday, January 03, 2002

I am not sure what do I have to say about the New Year. Many things happened. I am planning to write some story based on my past experience. I started to record my past events in point form and to interpret their impact to my life.
Romantic relationship portion of my life is completely empty at this moment. I am living in Macau now. I am seeking God's help. I am treating Him as my lifetime boss. I hope I would be somehow guided instead of having my own direction walked every time I come across an intersection.
I bought the Longman Dictionary of Contemporary English. I prefer Longman to Oxford for it has more words and more plain explanation.
chameleon: 1. a smalll lizard that can its colour to match its surroundings 2. someone who changes their behaviour, ideas, etc., to suit the suituation

Monday, November 19, 2001

Occurring between 14 and 20 November each year, the Leonids is associated with Comet 55P/Tempel-Tuttle. Its radiant is at right ascension 10 hours 14 minutes and declination +22 degrees, lying close to the third magnitude star Adhafera (Zeta Leonis) in the constellation Leo. Unlike in 1999, astronomers estimate that more than one trail may produce substantial activity.
This is quoted from the Hong Kong Space Museum Website. Joined the fellowship gang at the HKUST shore area, I saw the most magnificent event of my life! The meteors slashed across the sky with heart-pounding power. Each strike was an adrenalin rush. Eye witnessing one strike after another clear the last remaining bit of doubt about my religious believe that God created ALL things. Although I was trying very hard to focus on making worldly-wise wishes, such as hitting the Mark 6 jackpot, every time the meteoroid burnt the skyscape, my heart could not feel anything else but awe!

Monday, November 12, 2001

Note to myself:
Tokina 20-35/2.8 ATX Pro f/Canon AF (U) www.focuscamera.com US$780.05 ~ HK$6,084.31

Books I like to purchase in the future:
The Role of Theology and Bias in Bible Translation: With a special look at the New World Translation of Jehovah's Witnesses

Tuesday, October 30, 2001

I got up really late today. I have had multiple dreams while the daylight shined through the bedroom window. I turned off the air-conditioner after the early morning pee. The remaining cold air without the humming noise was a real treat, especially when I was in such a good mood to dream.
I dreamt about carol.
Long time had I been able to dream about her. This incidence has not only confirmed her status on my all-time breakup top-10 list but also charted as the #1 unforgettable breakup. As I was walking on the street today while trying hard to capture some flimsy details abouth the dream, some of the beautiful memory surfaced.
I felt satisfied.

Monday, October 29, 2001

Little Mic and I are trying to produce a DV movie. I am the producer and he's the director. We're conjuring the story now.

Saturday, October 27, 2001

Fellowship topic today was "boys and girls". We talked about relationship. Talking about how men are from Mars and women are from Venus, etc... ;-) It was fun. Fellowship gangs liked the photos I took during the hiking trip! ;-> I felt very happy that they liked the photos. I am going to scan them into digital format so that I may share with friends online.

Friday, October 26, 2001

Sudden Realization:

What do I want in love?
When I was young, in school, having no clue about relationship, I thought I need a girl who can act like my friend, be close to, share tender moment with, and etc...
After some dating, and relationships, I thought I would need someone who I can have sex with anytime and that's it.
However, I found myself can hardly be excited if I am not emotionally involved with the girl.

What do I need then?
I need someone who loves me more than I love her. It's probably the solution since I have never had such relationship. I resist such relationship for that I was afraid that I was not having the best possible girl I could find if she loved me more than I loved her. I would not have time to appreciate her unique personality and goodness if she continues to show me love. As long as a girl continue to show love, I would never have chance to peek into the unique quality in her. I thought that I always needed to be with someone who's unique. I would like to know that I am being with someone no one else may substitute so that I would never regret that I have had treasured her.

What do I need now?
I need close, trusted friends. Most probably, female friends.

Today, a new Wellcome supermarket opens across our office building. Ice-cream is half-priced! I bought one box! Yummy! Sendmail Inc. has a Asia Pacific operation based in HK now. Their office is in the Central Plaza on 35th floor in the business centre.

Went hiking with fellowship to MacLehose Trail:
Route Long Ke to Pak Tam Au and Route Pak Tam Chung to Long Ke.
We went to Long Ke Wan to play after finishing the first part of the trail. The water was so clear that we could hardly believe it's a beach in Hong Kong! It was such an unforgettable afternoon with beautiful sunshine, and the magnificent beach! The sand so tender and soft that every step of the way walking toward the coast felt like walking on cloud! The water so clear and clean that we could eyeball school of fish swifting around our feet in the coastal sea water! The unpolluted sea and white sandy beach would be one of the prettiest beaches in Hong Kong!

Tuesday, October 23, 2001

Went to Macau to submit tender again. Saw IBM, JOS, and another company with a very long name... couldn't tell... I still own Samuel and Amanda a write-up of the application solution. Lots to work to finish tonight and I am really looking forward to the hiking trip on Thursday with the fellowship.