I wonder how long shall my relationship with SL will last. The fire is burning for sure. But how long will it burn? Ohm... I am happy though I am not sure. I am satisfied though I am not certain. Oddly, I consider this a very good feeling. Happy but somehow not afraid to lose. However, from time to time, I get afraid of losing her. well well well... I need to get some more rest since my working hours now are not normal at all.