最近实在很复杂。

things have been really complicated lately. I don't know if I should talk about them now but here it goes. I have been dating serveral girls at the same time without them knowing. I felt like as if I was sinning at first. But I somehow got used to it. That's it for now. Hopefully things may get better. Hopefully, eventually, I may commit to only one girl. I don't like cheating in general. I used to despite people who cheat. But now, here I am... cheating on those whom I claim to love. Am I a sick person or what?! Ohm...