Monday, October 20, 2003

My mother's boyfriend, Francis, TL and his wife come over for dinner and movie. They are downstair watching a recent HK movie by Ekin Cheung and Leon Lai.

Sunday, October 19, 2003

The following paragraph of Friendster testimonial has just been rejected by carol. Her justification is that it was "a bit too abstract," and she "didn't really get a lot of my vocabulary there and was very lazy to look them up in a dictionary."

Well-favored Carol might be known to habitually practice indifference. But she also cultivates tender, love and care in her heart that is eager to make a difference. She can be one's nepenthe in times of trouble. Slender in recalling of conversational incidence unless it is correlated to some numbers, to which her brain is hard-wired, Carol's seemingly foible turns out to be her asset -- almost nil unpleasant memory is pertained unto her. Having said that, I have never perceived her intelligence be mediocre. Carol loves the mundane world. She also loves spirituality. It may sound oxymoronically absurd. She is simply a piece of designed randomness that thinks and acts contradictorily. Guarded by outward maturity, the innocent beauty lived inside her needs steadfast attentiveness to discover. So, how long your attention spans can hold to discover it?

To be honest, I cannot be as blunt and as upfront writing here as before. SL and carol are aware of this website. Although they both have no interest in reading this website, on the back of my mind, I still cannot help myself but thinking what if one day they'd read.
FL told me on ICQ that she would be coming over to Vancouver in early 2004. I feel happy to hear that. FL used to be a very attractive girl. She was attractive because she was not a decent girl. She skipped classes. She smoked. Back in McNair, when she was still in grade 11, she was among one of the most attractive girls. She is getting older now. She has become mature. She is less attractive, which is good. Why good? The goodness cannot be explained from the mere viewpoint of her appearance. It must be explained in terms of how I personally feel about her approachability. I feel weird. I always feel weird. I always find attractive girls less approachable. No wonder many so-called dating experts claim that attractive females are actually easier to be dated bacause there are more weird men like me than daring ones.