Friday, October 27, 2000

This is the pic Michael took for me at the Shanghai's Intel event. I was presenting XML stuffs. #3 and Lunar was busy outside getting name cards and distributing flyers.

I called mother. I asked her to arrange some money for me to pay my staff this month. Cash flow problem... sign... :p

Gordon got into car accident a couple of weeks ago. Mother told me. I kinda ignored her. She was mad. I had no mood to dealt with her at that point. She was looking for my comfort. However, I was in no mood of comforting anyone. Maybe I was incapable of comforting weak person. I felt I'm becoming more like Carol. Although this is absolutely no fair by saying that I'm becoming like Carol while I have really no real understand of how Carol thinks. But anyway, Carol gave me a image of strong and focus. In doing so, even sometimes by ignoring the facts, or other people's feeling, we'd be able to achieve our goals.

I really felt that way. This is the rule of focusing and be successful. This is wrong if it means hurting someone during the process of focusing. But wrong in a way that can make me feel better about myself especially when I'm working on stuffs. Focusing with no interruption. The bigger the disaster, the more I concentrate on the work.

Many thoughts. Too many thoughts. I haven't been able to sort them out clearly lately.

Thursday, October 26, 2000

Got Ping's mail. She's in Shanghai. She saw the show. She asked how was I with the girl (#4). I reply her saying that I was dating #3 now!!!

Ha Ha. Blank mind. Blank Blank Blank.
Had minor fever. Finished a few hours of Tamino training this morning. Ching finished the rest.

Back from Beijing and Shanghai la!!!
Was able to spend time with #3 for only an afternoon. Too busy doing all the things. Got messages from Elise, Monica, father, and Gordon. Called Elise back. She's quitting her current job. I asked her to help me out to hunt for a reseller. Gordon got into car accident. My car was totalled.

Was giving speech with Software AG's Yannis at the Intel events held in Shanghai and in Beijing. Now back to HK. Have to attend a training session tomorrow, too.

Tuesday, October 17, 2000

Thanks, #3 for being so concern about my work in general. I got Carol's pictures today. I stared at those pictures for quite a long while, reflecting. Ohm�
Thank you Carol for finally sending me the pictures. You looked great!

Sunday, October 15, 2000

Some good news came up today. We are getting Alan's company's exclusive distributorship agreement in PRC. Plus, Tony's going to talk to Lucent on Monday about the opportunity of Lucent invest in the CTR project.

Just Great!!!

I specifically told #3 not to read this webpage. She did. And she said she didn't want to be the substitute of carol.

Damn...

I told her I'm not treating her as carol's substitute. I told her. She believed. She's happy again.

Simple. :p

Saturday, October 14, 2000

I met the patent-holder of 3rd generation and 4th generation cellular communication the other day on his boat. Alfonso, Crist, and Mrs. Yip was invited to go to Nam Ar Island to enjoy some seafood.

I do not like #3's English name. It's called Willing. It's a name I have real trouble pronouncing without associating it with some weird thought which I have no idea what the weird thought is. :p

Friday, October 13, 2000

Tamino. XML. Amonic. AuditRex. IT Expo 2000. Philip. William. Software AG. Girlfriend. PacificNET. Nikon. Nokia. Wadson. Dell. Plesk. Server. Server. Silver. Panasonic. Limium. Chromatis.

Saturday, October 07, 2000

I forgot to call #3 today. Went to Alfonso's home. Had drink with Tony. Big month this month. Big month.

Respect for people is very important. You do have to remember this ERic.