nothing happening today. quiet. quiet quiet. no direction. no target. wanting to meet shirley tomorrow for dinner but haven't confirmed. have to mail the photos to christine. have to call CT to confirm tomorrow's meeting... have to wire the money to lycos.com.cn...

My father came to visit me in Macau during the weekend after my grandmother's birthday dinner. We somehow started a discussion about finding our root. My grandfather (father's father) passed away few years ago. He didn't kept much record of the past, neither did my father.
Creating family tree needs persistence. My father and I felt a sense of urgency for this task since we have been the eldest sons in our Lam's family for 3 generations and we have no clue about our past!

The V-Day has pasted. I spent some fun time with Shirley, Kitty (shirley's friend), Winnie L, Winnie S, and ukJoe and Alex (joe's friend) in Macau. They spend the night of V-Day in Macau at my apartment.
Went to Grandmother's birthday dinner at Regal Seafood Restaurant in the Regal Kowloon Hotel. Mr. Ho and his 2nd wife along with his 2-year old son and parents-in-law were there. Father came back to Macau with me and spend last night at my apartment. I am spending this weekend with him.

This is a small message to all after reading ukjoe's new blog speaking about the coming V-Day!

Still single myself! Yeah! And not-so yeah about... my attitude changed. My heart changed. My preference changed. Many things changed. I felt nothing about the coming V-Day. I felt nothing! Well, well... to be very honest, I am dying to meet the girls I was flirting online for some time. They looked gorgeous in photos! They sounds reasonable in email and on the phone! They are Goooooooooood in my little conjured fantasies.

But... this is always the but...

Come on... it's the V-Day coming! I need my space here to keep my fantasies, okay? Don't lose it, eric... don't lose it! Hah!

Damn ukjoe! If I haven't read her blog, I wouldn't have felt like writing these non-sense!

I read some of the blog I wrote backed in 2000 while #3 was still active in my mind. I felt quite remote. I felt dizzy.

Shirley, Kitty (shirley's friend), Winnie Lo, Winnie Shum, and probably ukjoe is also coming to visit me in Macau! However, ukjoe was unable to reserve the TurboJet ticket. I was on ICQ with her exploring the possibility we got. No conclusion anyway. Shirley was having a bit of coordination headache since 2 Winnies were joining suddenly! Hope everything went well with them! I am just a lazy bone lying here in Macau doing nothing, thinking nothing, and waiting for someone to come over to entertain me! Hah!

Well... to be fair... we'd all to have fun together! Yeah!

Met cousin Weiwei and her 5-month old baby as she is pregnant for 5 months now. Her husband, Gum, invited father and I to lunch with them. Later on, I went for my cousin Leyley's dinner along with her husband, and families of them both. I ate snake blood the first time! Yuk! ;-p

I am at my father's place in Panyu, a city near Guangzhou. I will be meeting cousin Weiwei tomorrow. She's married now of course and is carrying a baby with her. And tomorrow night, I would be meeting Cousin Leyley and her family. It's very quite neigborhood here in Panyu. So quite that I am having a bit of a ear humming... :-p

Saw Ocean's Eleven. I always like story about thief. It was just the story I expect and like.

To everyone: Have a great CNY!

I attended again another high school's friend wedding! the 4th high school friend got married... and he's among the 9th of my friend's wedding in these 2 years or so. Too many weddings! I couldn't stand it! The pressure's too much! We are all getting old!
After the wedding's over, we all got quite "high", so we went to a bar to have a drink and chit-chat about nothing! The "83% attractive" hostess got me a cup of Hennessy Purewhite. It was too sweet at first taste. After the ice cube melted, it tasted just right!
Schoolmates of Tang King Po College (TKPC) were such frantic freaks that they complained the choices of the dishes throughout the dinner!
"Too many vegetable dishes, the groom must make huge bucks over this wedding dinner for each one of us still have to contribute $500.00!"
"It's restaurant wedding instead of a hotel one... so cheap!"
"The groom was not serving us good enough since he had not come to our table to greet us!"
"Cheap wine... it's dated only last year!"
Blah... blah... blah....

I dare not to invite my "dear" TKPC schoolmates to my wedding if I ever get married!

Talked to father. Going to visit Guangzhou on Chinese New Year Eve. Planning to visit both of my happily married cousins!

Just came back from the main entrance of my office building. Met EH, the graphic/web designer. It's always like that... first time meeting someone. I found myself judging people. I found myself judging by appearance. darn...(I hate myself thinking that way but I couldn't help it most of the time.) My observation was: he hasn't shaved for the last 24 hours.

Lunched at the Macau Tower's 360° Café with MS people the first time, along with KC and DW. Lunch buffet for MOP$100.00. MS is going to release an open tender. I am going to work on it. Hope everything works out fine.

I am writing at this hour because I suddenly remember a friend said in the email that she was not exactly in a good mood for the weather's not fine. I thought to myself: "True... true... this often be the case when it comes to the correlation between mood and the weather."
Oddly enough, now, my head's full of unhappy thoughts, and I worried a lot of things, such as tenders, what I said to the clients, unfinished tasks, carol... blah... blah...
For a moment I wondered why since it's late at night now and I don't see how the weather may do it's trick. Then suddenly I realize that I haven't been eating for 8 hours! And I was on the phone for too long! One call after another... darn... I forgot my meal!

Sugar level affect my mood!
A brave new discovery! Aaaa haH!

well... got to leave for my supper...

I've contacted uMovie.net's people expressing my interest in partnering with them to make Micheal's movie. I haven't been in touch with Michael for a while since he's busy with his job as both actor and "Ah 4" for Fruit Chan's movies. I had lunch with Greg, his company's legal counsellor from Australia, KC, Pedro Leal (a lawyer friend of Danny), Tony Chan (a guy worked in PL's office), and another PL's lady staff (no name card... forgot name...;-p).

I am so anxious to hear from the NM project. Nothing's clear yet. No decision has been made yet. They said management was still reviewing the evaluation. I cannot wait to hear some good news! I cannot wait to hear bad news, either, for I may have to prepare some other plans for my company.

I called TC today. We talked over the roadmap of venturing into the Web-J business. A week from now, we'd talk more to see if sufficient capital be raised. In the mean time, I can still dream my dream on Excel spreadsheet! The money is just around the corner for me to collect! Hah!

I saw Vincent van Gogh's documentary on TV few days back. I had knew the artist by his fame only until I watched the documentary. He greatly reminded me of Norman. I've had lost Norman's contact.

Had gathering with primary school's friends weeks ago. Bad experience... Again... don't even want to talk about it... damn...

Ching sent me this website: http://www.umovie.net/. It's really cute! I appreciate their effort very much! It's done a bunch of university students. They makes amature short movies and then get published on the net.
Still in Macau. Chinese New Year is coming now. ICQ with Gilbert today. ICQ with carol today: 2 lines.

Yeah! Hah! (so excited...)

"Idiot!"

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