I went to Macau for a business apointment. On my way back, I finished the book, Haruki Murakami's "Norwegian Wood". Highly recommanded!

no blog for today... I am reading a book. Very interesting book. So... no time to blog... bye... blog... bye....

Just arrived Hong Kong. Now in office. Called father on my way back.

I went out with Jenny today to go shopping. I bought quite a number of books. I thought of Kim. Thinking I am going to write to her more and since my Chinese handwriting is like shit, I bought a couple of Chinese handwriting practice scrapbooks to improve my handwriting style. I had fun spending time with Jenny. She likes me a lot. I really enjoyed spending time with her since she's exactly the type of person I may spend "silent time" with. "Silent time" means none of us have to speak a word during the time we��re together and still have lots of fun!
Big Mic and his friends are now playing Mahjong at the Shanghai Hotel game room. I think he��s going to be late for home tonight.
I bought a card for mother��s day. It��s a card designed for sending from daughter to mother. I bought it since mother always would have wanted a daughter. Hopefully this card with surpise her the coming Mother's Day!

Had dinner with #3. She looked extremely tired with 2 big black eyes! She's working in AdSociety now. She stood more firmly on the so-called "friendship" relationship with me now than the last time I came to Shanghai. She said that she really needed a boyfriend who may always be around but not physically so far away! This is happening again and again and again. The 3rd time a woman I had feeling for saying stuff like this to me! The god damit 3rd time!
I went to KTV night club with michael's friends afterward. daniel's 1st time into a Shanghai KTV night club. I really didn't enjoy the KTV scene but I was feeling too lonely to just went back home alone. daniel's KTV girl was very charming in fact! Ha! I didn't request any KTV girl since I had absolutely no mood what-so-ever to flirt with any female. (I'd have my 2nd thought provided "any female" = Kim!) I kept singing the whole night. daniel was too sick to enjoy his charming KTV girl, too! Poor daniel!
I sent a postcard to Kim. michael commented on my poorly written Chinese on the postcard. Damn...
It's my own writing anyway. Suddenly I think I shall practice hand-writing better Chinese characters.
It's really late now... like 2:30 in the morning... shall have a shower and go sleep now... bye bye...

fung called but the connection broke. Just emailed him to ask him to call me again.
Called Kim this morning. She's in Guangzhou now shooting scenes. I told her that I missed her so that I called. She giggled! Well I told her that I wrote to her. She said she's going to be back to Tianjin on 22th.

Now in Shanghai! Yeah!
Called #3. She's glad that I was finally here! Can't wait to see her!
Michael and Daniel and the rest of the R&D gang are still discussing the Photo project that we've just got while I am here blogging! Hee hee!

I invited ukjoe to drop by my office today to review our company's product, and to give some comment.
She told me that she's been reading this ericarol.com and she said that I was being "love sick"!
Ohm...
I AM LOVE SICK! :p And I am proud of my Sickness! Yeah!
I wrote the letter to Kim. She's probably still shooting the film somewhere in Guangzhou now. I felt reluctant to call her for the next couple of days since I've already written her that letter. What am I suppose to say for instance?

pUzZleD?!?!?

Well, anyway, I am leaving for Shanghai tomorrow! Yeah! I am going to visit #3 and some other friends. I've been calling #3 once every few weeks recently. She's friendly still. But what I really want to do is to French Kiss her! I really like to kiss her anyway. Love or not... I don't really care! But a Big Wet French Kiss is what matters the most! Ha ha!

I saw the movie: "Jiang Hu - The Triad Zone". Highly recommanded!
I am going to write a letter to Kim telling her what I've been thinking and see how it goes! Good luck, Eric!

Well, well, well... during this long long weekend... I've been doing quite a number of things. Been to boat cruise with daniel and his friends, been to Shenzhen trying to visit Kim.

Kim, Kim, Kim, don't you know that your electric eyes and hip-long hair captured my soul! Gosh, if you're going to turn me down, please make it ASAP cuz' I'm afraid that I am going to lose my mind if you drag on any longer!

I arrived Shenzhen, called her, and she said that she's still shooting scenes that she's unavailable so that we'd be in touch later that night. I suggested I'd called her again at 8:00pm that night.
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I went to have my long hair cut. Summer's coming plus my model friend, PW said that few weeks ago that I should cut my hair. I got it cut, and I regretted that. Damn. Foolish me! I look so damn nerdy now...
I went to have my dinner. Sat at the restaurant for an hour and a half. Ordered congee and fried oiled vegetables. Watching the channel that aired TVB's programs but inserted with Shenzhen's commercials. Sat till 8:00pm.
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At 8:00pm, I called. And this is what I heard throughout the rest of that day, I meant yesterday:

The mobile subscriber has either turned off the phone or not active now. Please try again later.

I tried later. But still, no answer. I thought to myself that she did it on purpose. She turned off the phone on purpose! I went back to Hong Kong. Well, at least, yesterday, from my lonely trip, worst come to worst, I learned to ride 104 or 101 bus back to Central from the Hung Hom Railway Station. On the bus, I also watched a very touching commercial that produced by the Hong Kong Tourism Board. Yes, nowadays, flat-panel LCD TVs are mounted on many buses that aired commercials!
Woke up this morning. Called her again. I woke her. She said that her cellular had been out of battery and the shooting has been lasted till late at night. She was reluctant to called me after she's back to the hotel since it's already one o'clock in the morning.
Relieve?
A definite NO!
From my experience, girls tell a lot of lies. They might not be talking what they actually mean to say.
Gosh... a definite rejection is what will make me really relieve. That rejection is something I don't want it to come, too!
IRONIC ME! Fxxk!

My SSA called you DA, so what, DA and the scum of the universe!! @$#13%!!!!!!

The article in EasyFinder that features me as their model!!!

I called Kim. She's having dinner when I called. She asked me if the lottery ticket I had sent to her won us anything. I hanged up after saying "No". She asked for my phone number. I don't to how to precede the conversation further anyway. :p
Let's talk about my feeling for carol now. The feeling for carol now is like... ohm... how may I put it... less impact. Time heals. This is really true. Time heals.
Once I even thought to myself that carol really doesn't deserve me. I don't have any passion for her anymore. She's so remote. Physically as well as mentally. I still have her photos in my Banana Republic bag. carol gave me the bag as a present. Vivid imagination of her hardly appears anymore. Sometimes I draw carol's photos out holding them close to my eyes asking myself if I have really met this person. I told elise what I thought. She responded that I was in fact still abnormal!!!
Damn...
What's normal anyway? Plainly forget her?! Am I able to do this? Will "Time" help this time around?

nelson told me that this month is a good fortune month for him. Astroeast.com is the site he's seeking his fortune telling from.

I say, "Dumb Ass, nelson!"

I am a P/T model of StarEasy.com.

Surviving the heat of stock crash and economic sentiment (or even potential recession) is the primary goal now. PWC had good response with our product. 2 other major vitural hosting companies will endorse our product as well!

Now I am back with nelson... working for nothing... damn...
Just been to AC's party and daniel's K party.
Hey! By the way, I was doing the photo shooting of impersonating Takeshi Kaneshiro for the weekly magazine, "EasyFinder". Gonna be published the coming Sunday! :p
nelson's gf's just back, too!

The name of Kim in Chinese GB: �����

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Kim Kim Kim...
Yes. I am facsinated by her.
PW and Kim left for Tianjin today. I bought a lottory ticket today and mailed to Kim's home address. The lottory ticket represented "opportunity". I hope I might have opportunity to do many many things with her in the future and to get to know her better.

tony left for Vancouver. Company restructured. Heard from mom that CH got a beautiful sister but too bad she's 3 years older than me. Moved into a neat 2-room appartment with nelson and his gf. HK$6400/month. software ag got a new MD. Met him last Friday. Energetic guy. Got a crush on Kim who was sharing the hotel room with PW, my model friend from Tianjin. Kim got that gorgeous hip-long hair with electric light brown eyes.... blew me away... They are representing Tianjin touring HK. Saw the movie, "Traffic", with PW at UA, Admiralty.
nelson wants to have access to blog this weblog. Let's see what he want to say!