To be honest, I cannot be as blunt and as upfront writing here as before. SL and carol are aware of this website. Although they both have no interest in reading this website, on the back of my mind, I still cannot help myself but thinking what if one day they'd read.
FL told me on ICQ that she would be coming over to Vancouver in early 2004. I feel happy to hear that. FL used to be a very attractive girl. She was attractive because she was not a decent girl. She skipped classes. She smoked. Back in McNair, when she was still in grade 11, she was among one of the most attractive girls. She is getting older now. She has become mature. She is less attractive, which is good. Why good? The goodness cannot be explained from the mere viewpoint of her appearance. It must be explained in terms of how I personally feel about her approachability. I feel weird. I always feel weird. I always find attractive girls less approachable. No wonder many so-called dating experts claim that attractive females are actually easier to be dated bacause there are more weird men like me than daring ones.