TL told me that the selling off of our company is at hand. It makes me think that we may run our separate ways. It should be an exciting moment to finally come to this end -- the materialize, to cash out... whatever you want to call it. But somehow, I just don't feel the rush. The future is unknown. And I'd have to recuperate my creative and adventurous spirit to deal with my next move. I feel that I am a lot less entrepreneurial nowadays. I want to play safe although I must admit that I don't really know how to... And I fear that I don't have the kind of ability to... The very thought of settling down attracts me much though. I don't know what to think, really.